'All pasts are like poems; one can derive a thousand things, but not live in them' John Fowles

Wednesday, October 06, 2004

Long-awaited Liberation

Yes I've learnt
that to really yearn
is to bring yourself pain.
So I've decided to refrain
from all things hurtful,
by first admitting that I'm the fool,
and then to take it in my stride,
by putting aside all my pride
... till I think I'm ready to face
Myself; the one fallen from grace.
I'll live.


Yay, this day heralds my long-awaited liberation. I've acutally survived the promos. Wow. Haha didn't know I was capable of such a feat. Anyways yep, I'm FREE as a lark! =D

So mi parents and I went to the Pan Pacific Hotel for this buffet dinner and the place was rather desolate. As in, only a few people were there and there was this lethargic feel about the place, though the decor and all were sophisticated. The food spread was passable (too few varieties to choose from, if you ask me =P) but what I really enjoyed was the music playing from downstairs. There's this lounge where people sit and drink, and a singer belted out song after jazzy song with live accompaniment from the piano. Very classy and relaxing. So basically I contended with listening to the numbers, what with the dismal array of food.

After that mi dad suggested going all the way up to the 37th floor by way of the glass elevator which 'showcases' the city skyline through its panes. First time up in that elevator (yah, very sua ku right) and the view was great. 37 storeys isn't all that high up, and I think the view'd be much better way up higher. But the way I feel all fluttery and excited inside more than made up for that. Hahha. We took the 'ride' twice. Yep up and down, then up and down again. Wahahaha.

Now that promos is over, there's a sudden void. Like, a path ain't clearly mapped out for you and you're left wondering what's next. Oh well I know what's next, PW.... ugh. Right. And my John Fowles novel, my Hikaru No Go VCD, Jay's lyrics, shopping *blah blah blah*. Ha. The list never ends. Wait I think I see my path after all. =P

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